The words here are about my life as the wife of a now retired Soldier. I live on a small ranch in Texas, and my experiences here craft the words I use to express my life. The sacrifices, challenges, and the deeply satisfying rewards of being the wife of such a man influence them as well. I live in a beautiful and peaceful place, and it is great solace and comfort when I face life and the challenges of a complicated and stressed world. So I have titled my writings "From the Ranch."
Tuesday, June 10, 2014
What a Magnificent Woman
Friday, August 3, 2012
Some Men Live Above the Common Man
Sunday, April 22, 2012
If you recognize this raccoon, please call the Austin County, Texas Crime Stoppers Unit, no reward is posted thus far, but I am sure they would still like to know if you do recognize this raccoon.
A couple of evenings ago, in the middle of the night, my heart stood still as I awoke to unfamiliar sounds of intrusion on the porch at the side door. I froze in bed a moment, and then collected both the Glock and the 410, which are always loaded. I wasn't sure what it would take to bring down whatever it was trespassing on my porch in the night. When I peeked through the curtains, I observed a determined raccoon. I had left the cat food in one of those big containers like you buy at Wal-Mart, and it was sealed up tight, so when a sudden shower hit, I just left it there, choosing to instead gather all my tools up and put them up in the barn. I jerked open the door, he dove off the porch into my best flower bed, and headed out over hill and dale. I smiled and went back to bed, amused at my little masked intruder's antics. I hadn't even fallen back asleep when the same, now familiar sounds, came again from the porch. I was amazed that he was already back, and this time when I peeked around the curtain, he was trying to pry the lid off with his teeth. I chuckled, and watched a little more. He had acquired an audience of several barn cats which should have been really ticked off, and trying to defend their own food. They seemed rather unconcerned at this intrusion and assault; perhaps they were familiar already with this nocturnal visitor, where I wasn't. This enemy that had come trespassing was to me, clearly up to no good. At any rate, they were not taking care of the situation, so once again, I opened the door, and he dove off the porch.
By now I was more sensitive to just how serious his persistent intentions were, and had a strong suspicion that he was committed to his present mission. It was on now between him and me. Repeatedly he hid in the dark, and then returned the minute I thought of going back to my peaceful slumber. He finally, as I watched and photographed, got the lid off, tumbling down the porch and kind of surfing on the container lid all the way down the 13 steps. Quickly and nimbly, without so much as a check for personal injuries, he scampered back up the steps, crawled over into the container, and our large, white, tom cat that faithfully fights snakes, jumped in with him.
I thought, “Now you are going to get it raccoon, those cats aren't going to stand for this.” To my surprise, the cat joined him, and began eating too. Perhaps he was thinking to himself that I was stingy with that cat food, and not that good a friend anyway, since he is never allowed in the house. He must have decided, "Well, her pockets are deep; I am going to take what I want too." Eagerly his buddy cats began joining him in the container until it would hold no more occupants. That did it. I had been taking pictures up to that point, trying not to scare him off by opening the door. I jerked the door open, pulled back the trigger on the 410 and watched the mayhem as they exploded out of the container when the shell contents launched into the sky and the report thundered through the night. I confidently resealed the container and went to bed.
To my surprise in the morning the container was at the bottom of the stairs, overturned, and empty. I couldn't grasp for a second that he had fearlessly waited and returned to carry out his mission. There wasn't a cat in sight, and they usually greet me at the door when I go out to feed the animals demanding to be fed immediately... obviously, they were already full.
I thought about an old friend who has gone on to her reward as I laughed about the raccoon entertainment, and resolved never again to leave my cat food unprotected on the porch. (My husband is still in service in the Middle East, and I have to amuse myself any way I can.)
The memory of this delightful friend, who later died of breast cancer, was triggered by a new friend's daughter going camping with the Girl Scouts, as well as the raccoon burglary. Linda helped with my Girl Scout troop when our girls, Beth, Merrie, and Alanna, were Brownie Scouts and we took our troop camping to Camp Booth Oaks. Our little troop had arrived at the Girl Scout Camp in Nolan County, Texas, made our cots out in the wooden platform "tents," unloaded our groceries, arranged our crafting supplies, and explored. We had made hand decorated walking sticks and painted them with Indian symbols, made a "sit upon" out of newspapers and duct tape, and we were confidently and without a care, roasting marshmallows on our own campfire we had successfully built. There were signs everywhere "do not feed the raccoons," and " please secure the clasp lock on the garbage containers when you dispose of all trash, especially food items." I had a large bag of still unopened marshmallows on a small wooden table when he first waddled through the camp, and I began to grasp the meaning of those signs.
I don't know if you know how loud fifteen little second grade girls can scream at the sight of what had to be a 40 pound raccoon, calmly walking right though a camp fire circle and straight for the marshmallows on the table, but it is the highest pitched tone that can be heard before the decibels disappear into those that only a dog can hear.
He was so large that when he stood on his hind legs, he could easily reach the bag of marshmallows on the table, and he began pulling them toward its edge. I was right there trying to calm the girls, who were trying to wake the dead, and I just took my new walking stick and poked him gently two or three times.
He ignored me, so I poked a little more urgently... he didn't ignore me then. He dropped the marshmallows, took both hands... paws... hand paws.... and jerked the stick out of my surprised hand. With my mouth hanging open, my friend Linda Messer, and all the little girls laughing hysterically, he picked up his bag of marshmallows, dropped to the ground, picked them up with his teeth and waddled back into the woods where all his raccoon friends were rolling around on the ground and also laughing hysterically. Well, that's the way the girls still tell it anyway. I didn't see any other raccoons at all.
Sometimes foes surprise us because of our lack of consideration of their determination. They appear outgunned, outsmarted, and random in their attempts to "seize the day." I would have never believed a relatively slow, and fat, raccoon could confront two grown women with new walking sticks, and fifteen screaming second graders, and take what it wanted. We were bigger, smarter, better equipped, and certainly louder, but he did. We had failed to evaluate the dedication with which he would conduct his assault. We had not anticipated the lack of fear he would exhibit in a confrontation with a clearly superior enemy. I just stood there, failing to understand exactly what was happening, and in my confusion and lack of a predetermined plan of action against marauding fat and fearless raccoons, stood doing nothing. I was not really anywhere near as determined as he was, so I just cut my losses, gave up the fight, and the raccoon prevailed.
Luckily for our Brownie Troop, Number 243, we didn't highly prize that bag of marshmallows. We all had a great laugh, acquired a story that has been retold many times, especially to the grand-children, and so it was no great loss.
Sometimes in life, the stakes are higher, and sometimes, they are imperative. It is a fight to the death with some enemies, with much more than marshmallows at stake. We are primarily a nation of peaceful, generous, and industrious people, who abhor war, and whose hearts are torn at the sacrifices that have been required of our beloved military and their families thus far. In the light that even one more Soldier should be required a sacrifice too great, from our inferior enemy who is possessed of lethal determination and commitment, our hearts grow faint, and our hand lifts from the plow... We should remain mindful of raccoons and marshmallows, and decide just how important our marshmallows are to us, because the raccoons are in the camp, and they are determined.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
When God Sends a Woman Flowers
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Again, I Love that Facebook Blessing
Happy Birthday Fairy Daughter
I have a dear friend on facebook, who brings to my life delight.
Though I’ve never seen her face or from her eyes their light.
When I asked her, she said her favorite color is blue.
I knew when I asked it would be some such soothing hue.
The messages that she sends in intervals to me.
Tell of her youth, her true heart, and the woman of honor she will be.
In my mind, from her words, a delicate beauty I see.
From images of the women of her land, I can imagine her face to some degree.
Kindness lives within her and on her face it must leave its’ distinctive mark.
Women without kindness, even though great beauties, have faces that are stark.
From her mouth only genuineness and truth does she speak.
This tells of the strength and courage she possesses, something others seek.
Her heart, though she lives in a war zone, reaches to live in joy,
There are enemies in her country who endeavor always to destroy.
From a picture she saw of me, in her sweetness she named me “Fairy Mother.”
I ponder what thing so quickly could make me smile, and I can think of no other.
Every morning as I pray for each of my children, and all those my loved ones,
Monday, January 10, 2011
What the World Really Needs is More Vikings
I have always enjoyed history, the explorations of other countries, and coming to know the people who inhabit them. As I have followed the Sorensen men, I have learned much of their homeland, Denmark, and its’ people. My curiosity has been stirred not only by their lives, but by the words they quote of their political leaders and their royalty. It is in my own life rare to encounter young people of my country with such obvious loyalty and trust toward our government and leadership. When the citizens of a country, of any age, quote boldly their current leadership, with obvious assurance, it is indeed to be envied.
Because of my initial note of Denmark’s commitment to the War on Terror and its’ forthright recognition of the true extent of threat to the world, I first found current statistics concerning the fighting and support services which Denmark has committed. Thirty-eight Danish troops have been killed in Afghanistan since Denmark joined the Coalition in 2002, another suffered a heart attack and died, and sadly another committed suicide. War is such a painful endeavor, and extracts its’ price in many ways. Currently approximately 700 troops are serving in the NATO-led forces, most of them in Helmand Province. Of course at the end of any given day, those numbers can change due to another “ultimate sacrifice” for liberty.
As I have begun to research Denmark, the country, and its’ ancient culture and people, my fascination has grown. I’m not going to make it easy for the reader to glimpse this beautiful country and know of it history and virtues, other than producing magnificent sons and daughters, but hope to inspire in the reader their own curiosity for all things Denmark. I will say of Queen Margrethe II, what a stunning and wise woman at age 70, no wonder the Sorensens admire and respect her so. Instead, I will offer to you a link to Denmark’s official web site: http://www.denmark.dk/en/Denmark.htmu
The news reported that the Soldier who was mortally wounded, was on patrol Sunday, four miles northeast of the town of Gereshk, in Helmand Province, when he fell to the “cowards weapon,” to quote Buzzy, an IED. Evacuated by helicopter he was declared dead upon arrival at the field hospital in Camp Bastion. I can assure the reader, valiant efforts were made to save the man. This morning as I read the notice posted by Buzzy, my heart clinched once again in my own pain at the loss of this young man, and the knowledge that in reality, he had stood between me and mine and a vicious and soulless enemy until the end. What a debt we owe these men and women, how diligently we must attempt restitution, and so I offered to Buzzy and Rolfe, their countrymen, and the Fallen Warrior’s family, words from the Father, and the prayers of my heart before the Lord. I have copied and pasted below those words to share with a larger audience in order to do what I can to pay tribute to the Viking Warriors whose Nation Anthem title translates into English, “There is a Lovely Land.” Those words follow:
A friend recently posted a verse I am very familiar with, but had not read in a while. It reminded me that even in my deepest despair, God is extending "lovingkindness and compassion." I have but to embrace it. May this family and all the families around the world who have given their sons and daughters, mothers and fathers, and national patriots embrace this word of comfort from the Lord. "This I recall to my mind, Therefore I have hope. The LORD'S lovingkindnesses indeed never cease, For His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; Great is Your faithfulness." Lam. 3:21-23. As always my tears join those of your countrymen, the world, and his family.
To the Coalition Forces, and the Viking Warriors in particular, I can never fully understand the bond you share, but always David's cry to the heavens at the loss of Jonathan and King Saul, whom he fought beside in so many battles, and loved "like a brother," "iron sharpening iron," comes to my mind. David cried out in II Samuel the first chapter in grief and sorrow. Some of his words so directly apply to this Warrior Viking. "From the blood of the slain, from the fat of the mighty, the bow of Jonathan turned not back, and the sword of Saul returned not empty. Saul and Jonathan were lovely and pleasant in their lives, and in their death they were not divided: they were swifter than eagles, they were stronger than lions." In verse 25, David cries out in anguish, "How the mighty are fallen in the midst of the battle."
Father God, let us never forget this man's valor and sacrifice. I will remember his name, record it, as I do each name, tell my children and their children. Lord, it seems to me I read so often here of the loss of another Danish Warrior. ... I fear for the hearts of those who fight on Lord God. Empower them Father, lest they grow weary in war, and their hearts falter. Protect them, shield them, from the weapons of this world, and from the weapons of the unseen world, where Father God the forces of good and evil do battle for the souls of mankind. Without the freedom these men and women are dying for, spreading Your message of love and peace becomes so much more difficult. This man has died with honor not just for this day and age, but for the days, ages, and people to come.
Bear him home Father God to his just reward, from this world his light fades, may it shine brightly in Your presence.




